Saturday, 26 September 2015

Of living story and warming Apple Cake




A story to fall in love with...

I first came across this story book when my children were still too young for its written length. Yet the pictures are so beautifully full of the feeling of the story that it is completely possible to tell the happenings with a few words whilst soaking up the old woman’s nature as she goes along on her search for apples to make her delicious apple cake - for which there is a recipe on the back. This cake is more like bread and requiring time to rise, and somehow even within its baking the gradual accumulating warmth of the old woman’s being is reflected.

The singing of this song of wonder about the the dreams of apple pips whilst preparing the fruit for the cake seemed also to extend and contribute to filling the room with cherishing. 
My nice red rosy apple 
Has a secret hid unseen. 
You’d see if you could look inside 
Five rooms so neat and clean. 
In each room there are living 
Two pips so black and bright. 
Asleep they are a-dreaming 
Of lovely warm sunlight. 
Perhaps it was the very process of initially telling rather than reading the story which allowed me to be aware of holding its message within myself whilst the atmosphere surrounded us on the story telling cushions. By the time they were old enough to want all the words I had developed an awareness of my children's highly perceptive natural aversion to any deliberate enforcement of moral message.


And so, though this story holds the feeling of the importance of giving what you have to give, of relationship with the wishes and needs of others, and of the golden rule of return as well as many other nuances of moments of a day and life;
I ensured that I always told it as a story of an old woman who wakes up with a real wish for an apple cake and of all the different people she meets and exchanges gifts with along the way.
 

This is one of those stories that dwells in you, remaining and growing simply as a warm embrace..

This summer I re-read it for myself before taking a copy to a dear family friend who’s generosity has been there through moments of life since my childhood; her large staircase wooden where I used to sit and draw, her little high up room of holiday sleeps, her cooking, were all imbued with the same gentle comfort as this story book, which she will now in her kindness give to her grandchild.
In re-reading this story and reabsorbing the expressions on this old woman’s face I experienced new tones of resonance, pertinent personally, and in my connected belonging to womankind within the struggles of relationship between people in the world and the constant concern for sufficiency…
In trust the world is bountiful and plentiful as are our hearts, and interactions in kindness sustain not only that which is a necessity of survival but those small satisfying wishes that in their fulfilment render us grateful for life

And it is in this spirit that I share my telling of some parts of the story


Tuesday, 21 July 2015

A little picture diary of precious moments with a dear wee one and her magical collecting basket



On the first day we met...
Oh how happy this dear wee one is to have a new collecting basket for her walks and adventures. It is a gift from a spidery lace maker who's web she protected the other day. 
Stepping lightly she glimpses a beautiful treasure, a raindrop glistening on a baby rose leaf...such magic is not easy to gather, but perhaps through the delicate hoping of her heart it might slip into her basket?
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The next morning....
No rain has fallen since yesterday....but oh my can you see, such wonder is still here, this collecting basket must be as magical as her heart.
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When the sunshine came out to play with her....
Skipping along in the sunshine today, her toes barely stop in time when they find themselves amongst tiny purple petals.
She has to tip her face right back to see when the softness is drifting down from...
High high above in the blue sky, amongst a gentle humming she can see a little treasure beginning to float its way to earth.
Oh so tenderly she fills her gathering basket with this gift and then she plays at adding decorating patterns to her sparkly skirt
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On a delicious afternoon......

Climbing climbing oh so high, she is taking care to hold on tight, while she picks the tenderest tiniest mint leaves and fills her little basket. Such special collecting she is doing today, all for the kindness of helping her friend the ice cream maker who needs these delicious leaves to make her favourite flavoured treat
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One moonlit night....
She had found a lovely place to watch the moon, and maybe she was starting to drift to sleep a little. Then through sleepy eyes she saw something sparkle, a silvery dream seemed to be floating closer perhaps a gift from the moon who was watching over her
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When she showed me her most precious foundling....
For the last couple of days she seems to have been hiding, now and again I have heard tiny running steps, but when I stopped what I was doing and tried to see, everything became suddenly very quite and still. This evening though she must have been in a hurry, because she made quite a lot of scuttle and I was able to follow the sound, right into a little red bonnet. 
And there I saw... she has made her little collecting basket into a rocking cradle...
Very very gently I asked and after quite a while she let me hold, the most delicate fairy babe I've ever seen, where she came from who can tell...
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This wee one is now on her way home to play.
These diary entries were first offered day by day on The Magic Fairy facebook page

Sunday, 21 June 2015

The hum of bee-ing together as one

Softly Playing in the cradle of the Sun here on earth, tiny bee beings encourage their seedling cousins to awake into birth. 
 Gloria knows that the seedlings will each grow on the pathway of their life's story
Whilst the Bee beings hum together, each holding the sound of the Earth's Mothering Spirit
Each breathing into the other's heart for the music they cannot create alone
As she grows, Gloria knows that time lives in moments, not in minutes or in clocks...
That just as each baby seedling is dreaming and being dreamed by the flower they will be, 
So she is as young and free as now and as old and wise and the Grandmother Story teller who she may become....
All at Once. 
And as Grandmother raises the flowering cradle to receive Midsummer Sun's rays into love
Gloria feels Earth's Motherly rejoicing rise into the fluttering heart of the babe who awaits in Mamma's Belly, 
in the secrets of her sister's seed sowing pocket
And in the pattern of her the dance as she joins hands with the kindness of being
dancing 
dancing 
spiralling together
until they are quite dizzy with the joy of life


Saturday, 21 February 2015

The Story Teller's Dwelling

Ones upon a time, and perhaps this very day, a story teller called through the window of her heart to the children playing in the hills, 
And they came, merrily, merrily
Decorating the outstretched branches beneath the window with their blossoming bonnets and leafy layers, they stepped in to the story dwelling’s loving welcome.
Gathering together the story teller listens to the children’s stories, 
She listens to the feeling of raindrops on their tender faces,
She listens to their play of follow-my-leader with the sun’s shimmering rays, 
She listens to the astonished baby’s rainbow song,
She listens to rhythm of the new dance steps patterned out by tiny toes skipping with the windy grasses, 
The story teller weaves the children’s stories into the heart of her dwelling, that all that lives might hear the way to become anew in the children’s world 
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And all that lives hears the love of the children’s stories

And love heard by water overflows splish splash,
And love grows green dancing dancing,
And love breaths into the wind’s song that flutters the children’s petals,
And love temps the sunrays to bend and flitter that the children might catch their light.
And here is the Story Teller's story held within her Dwelling
 And here is a child's story gathered there
And here my telling of the story today, playfully with the wee ones...